Thank you. I’m calmed down for the most part. Less shaking. Concentrated on the beauty of it. I hate flashbacks. But I think they too have settled down. Just memories now. Thank you, again. (:
Momma says no phone calls past 10:30 due to past things and arguments. Texting the boyfriend, though.
I do love rain. But during the day. When I can dance in it, and be care free. Not at night when I’m alone. I have a rather huge window in my room. Top floor. The pitter patters are loud, and get in my head. Lighting shines through, with the crash of the thunder. It reminds me of.. well. My grandpa. And his death.. suicide. And I just hate it. Especially at night. I’m shaking so hard.
somebody should call me and tell me princess stories until i fall asleep. i hate storms at night, oh dear gosh. im shaking. my dog is shaking. make it stoppp.

Much appreciated, thank you(: I’ll keep you in mind.
Awh, darling. This made my day. Thank you, <3 You’re too kind.
I need somebody to rant to. To tell every little thought, every little worry to. To not judge, not even to give me advice. Just to listen. Tell me it’s ok.
That’s all I need.
I have someone to straighten me out. I have someone to give me advice. I have someone to tell me all the wrong things I’m doing. I have people who put their two-cents in. I have a lot of people. People who care. People who love me.
But sometimes.. I just need someone above all, not to judge.
